If God has a plan for your life, and you have a plan for your life, whose plan do you think is better?
During my senior year of college, I attended a conference called Senior Panic. The term aptly described me. Graduation loomed just months away, and I wasn’t sure which path to pursue. But I knew what I didn’t want—ministry.
So, when I sensed God’s call to join Cru (Campus Crusade for Christ), I resisted. Strongly. I was sure our perfect God had made His first mistake. He had the wrong gal.
Like Jacob, I wrestled all night with God. Like Moses, I offered up every excuse why He should pick someone else. Not only was I not qualified, the idea of living in a hut in the jungle didn’t appeal to me. And I was sure, if I completely surrendered to God, that is exactly where He’d send me.
But God wouldn’t relent, so worn out from resisting, I surrendered.
During my staff interview, a woman asked me how sure I was of my calling. “100%,” I said, “because this is not something I would choose.”
Cru accepted me—on PROBATION—of course. Hadn’t I already told God about my limited Bible knowledge and lack of ministry experience?
Training and Transformation
At staff training in Fort Collins, Colorado, my heart softened. I wanted to serve Christ wherever He decided to put me. On completion, they assigned me to a team in Boston—instead of a hut in the juggle.
Our team director modeled a close walk with the Lord. He taught us how to study the Bible in a simple format. He assigned us to spend two hours with God every morning before our staff meeting. The Scriptures began to speak to me like they never had before.
I learned to savor my time with God. His Word became fuel for my soul. It’s no exaggeration to say my life was transformed. As my love for God and His Word exploded, a passion to connect others to God’s heart was born.
After 11 years in youth ministry my husband and I sensed the call to pursue training in biblical counseling. That eventually led to our starting Lighthouse Ministries, a non-profit Christian counseling, coaching, and Bible teaching ministry. I served as a Christian counselor until God moved me to write Bible studies to help people experience the wholeness and healing that come from abiding in Christ.
After serving God in vocational Christian ministry for many decades I can say, God didn’t make a mistake when He called me. I now realize, He doesn’t call us for what we can do for Him, but for what He can do in and through us.
God’s plan is not always easy. Sometimes it includes setbacks and suffering. But we can be sure it’s always best.
Do you have a plan for your life that collides with God’s plan for you? Let’s go back to our opening question, whose plan do you think is better?Do you have a plan for your life that collides with God’s plan for you? Whose plan do you think is better? #Devotion, #Trust Click To Tweet
The only way to live a life without regret is to live a life of surrender and obedience. If Larry or I can help you better experience God and find your path, please contact us.
‘For I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future’” (Jer. 29:11 NIV).